November/December 2013
Last night I was overwhelmed with concern when my almost 2 1/2 year old little boy, Malachai, swallowed part of an earring. The piece was semi sharp and had several edges/prongs that could possibly cause injury. We went to the ER and had an X-Ray taken to confirm it. When I saw that piece of metal sitting in his stomach, my heart sank and I knew that something had to be done... OK, now let's back track before the X-ray to the cool part of the night that made me proud. I told him as I was buckling him up, "Malachai, I love you very much, more than you will ever know sweetheart, Daddy loves you." He says "Don't wanna eat earring, bad" At that point, I knew that he could see the concern on my face and hear it in my voice, and he knew, why I was telling him I loved him. He is such a smart little boy, so the only conclusion I could draw up as to why he swallowed that was this: He's a not even 2 1/2 year old little boy who loves exploring and loves being a little boy. It's something a lot of children end up doing, some not so lucky.
After I finished getting him situated in the car, we backed out of the garage, my heart heavy and concerned, and we sped off to Blank Childrens Hospital. On the way when we merged onto I235, I said "Malachai, do you want to pray?" he replied back "Yeah! So I reached back with my right hand to his carseat and he grabbed it tight, then closed his eyes with purpose. I prayed "Dear Father, God we are thankful for this boy, for Malachai, and for this family. I ask that you would protect him now and be with us, that you would rid his body of this thing as quick as possible. Thank you Jesus." and then from the backseat... "AMEN!!"
Anyone who knows me knows that as a Dad, I am very protective and very cautious about small things being left out, and am always thinking ahead to prevent things like this from happening. Sometimes, they just do.
So this morning, the 25th of November we pumped him full of doughnuts, blueberry bagels, sausage, chocolate milk, apple cider, and anything he would eat or drink. He had not been eating well, so the thought of him not eating enough concerned me, but to that fact, it played in our favor as he guzzled down 2 big glasses of liquid and ate like a big boy. His first poopy came literally an hour after he had eaten. Yes, of course I checked it even though it had only been 12 hours before in which he swallowed the earring, nothing. The second poopy came just 30 minutes later, I had my hopes high as I dug through that diaper with a plastic spoon... I know many of you are grimacing right now with that lovely picture in your head :) your welcome. What do you know, I come across this piece of earring not even 14 hours after entering his mouth. Pretty lucky, yes. Extremely blessed, for sure. Crazy stress lifted from us, uh huh.
Here's what I take away from this ordeal: Being the way I am anyway, ALWAYS err on the side of caution. NO matter what.
Little things can be a HUGE deal. Don't let people talk you out of your concern. You are a parent who loves your child/spouse dearly and have every right to worry and protect. I can just hear the voices of other people saying, it's not a big deal, it will come out, don't worry it happens to a lot of toddlers. This goes back to my first point.
Anything can happen, every situation is different, and things can change in a hurry. For the good or the bad, or the tragic. Always, ALWAYS be safe than sorry.
Love your kids now and always remember how blessed you are. There is a God who is above all else and knows the outcomes of life that you don't, and no matter what that outcome is, He is there. He is steadfast. Without him, we are left deceived by the world into thinking less of our values, families, and the stuff that REALLY matters in life. (If you are searching for that stuff that matters, keep reading)
This was a wake-up call for me.
I need Jesus, EVERY SINGLE DAY. I believe you do as well. There is so much to learn in life, but if there are just a few things to never forget. For me it's to live simply - not for myself but for Jesus- and love him deeply. Love my family, Love the stranger, Pray for my enemies and love them too. Money burns, Love does not. Though we need money, NEVER make it a priority over your family or faith. -And don't use it as an excuse.
Keep life simple, and live it deeply with passion. Leave no time for drama. Surround yourself with encouraging people and grow into who you are with Gods grace and truth.
Don't go to church? Message me, I'd love to share with you a few things and invite you to come with our family on either a Saturday night or Sunday Morning. I promise you will feel welcomed, and leave feeling surprised of how much of an impact it had on you, and how refreshed you feel as well. Keep your heart and your eyes open.
-Zach
July/August 2012
Here's a song that went slam poetry on me, something I am really starting to get passionate about:
I watch as everything around me falls apart
our nation under God is a nation of broken hearts
we can never get enough of sex and drugs and all that stuff
all we live for each day is a selfish love
Why do you wonder why, the world is caving in
when you know we’re the reason, our lack of believing Him
Why do you wonder why, people still hurtin
Cuz we walk right by thinkin we’re more deserving
and we aint got the time, can’t even apologize
but what do you care?
Only for a moment the feeling will last
and when we’ve had our fun, we sit back and laugh
at everyone else trying to live a good life
trying to fight the dark, and not afraid to die
It’s crazy that no matter what I say or what I do
Most people will never change, they just don’t want to
not even me! That’s the truth!
But I got some news
living to be pleased and to please everyone else,
please, what a way to die and only think of your self
I can’t believe, or maybe sad enough I can
that this nation founded by believers in Jesus is doomed
The steady haul into socialistic, cannibalistic, freedom!?
Let’s just pass a law that makes killing people legal
choosing the sex of your baby, if it’s not what you want, make it lethal
and by the way, if you want to make a difference, sorry you got to have money people!
It’s utterly sad and extremely shameful, even slightly funny in an awkward way since I’ve been desensitized.
The root of all evil is the love of money, which is exactly how we are driven, and how this country has risen, but will fall sooner than later by our lack of Compassionate love and selfless heroism. More importantly, a genuine love for Him.
You say we fight for freedom? I really wish that were completely true. I thank God for sparing us thus far as a nation and for our troops. But we’ve got to get real.
The true battle does not lie across oceans or vast fields, of blood or glory. But it lies in your heart. That’s a true story.
I believe that God once had his hand over this nation, to protect it, to prosper it for many ages and to be a leader among this world of many races. Those seasons have ended.
Consider this: We’ve been a political, economic and revolutionary powerhouse among other countries for years. When we were founded and the constitution was written, and then upheld by our fathers’ passed.
God was with us as a nation. The only self proclaimed Christian, under God, land of freedom. That’s the explanation. did you catch that - proclaimed Christian, under God - There’s a reason why we led the world on many fronts, freer than any other and blessed were our sons.
But-
The here and now, impatient greed of this aged cash cow, now running on empty - the here and now, whatever you want, get rich n if your not, sorry. This is how our nation will be destroyed. By ourselves and not.
Remember though, what I said earlier, I spoke of a hope.
Jesus, God most high. He was born, lived and then he died, for you. I know you have your reasons for believing He’s not true. But I’ve got mine for believing His truth.
He’s real, He lives, and He reigns. I just wish we could come together, not just a nation, but as a human race and run to Him, to let Him embrace.
Embrace our souls, not our frail bodies, not our minds, not our money, who we are deep down, why we’re made. He could if we would. If we would run to HIm. just give him an ounce of trust, He would show you just how much you are loved, again.
Death is inevitable. Life in Jesus though, is eternal.
Your story doesn’t have to end a sad one, an empty one, a purposeless one.
The world and all it’s problems, the things that happen in life, this world can make you crazy! -sometimes you’ve just got to ignore them realize, to know there is a hope, that there is a light.
You’ve got to get over yourself, Get over yourself! ...and over to Him. There’s a reason why people always, always fail you. There’s a reason why you mess up and don’t know it all. God said so. The only one that you can trust, who knows best, who knows you. He is the Highest, the most heavenly one, your Father - there, you will find the deepest love. and I promise you that it is real.
He’s alive, and He wants you to live too.
Not in anguish, doubt, or sadness or a selfish lifelong quest that empty’s you of everything He created you for. Not for fame, riches, or to play games. Simply to love.
You were created to love, to be loved and to share it! In His name.
The decision to trust Him, or not to. Will be the biggest, most consequential, important one that you ever make. -and I’m praying for you.
July/August 2011 - Why...
*Disclaimer- I am a bold guy with strong Christian values who wants to constantly grow into a better man. Reading this should probably convict you in certain areas of your life. It all depends on how deep you want to go with Christ and how much you truly want to follow Him and love Him. My thoughts and opinions are inspired by God’s word, the bible.
You wonder sometimes why we feel so bored. That explanation is easy. We depend on technology too much to keep “busy” and ourselves entertained. We waste way too much of what precious time God has given us on empty dumb stuff. It's all about us isn't it... Shouldn't be... Am I the only one that ever feels convicted of this?? Let's do something about it! I'll share with you something simple that puts family before distractions at home. In May, my wife and I got rid of dish tv/network tv, only netflix now when we want to watch something. This allows more "quality time and is a simple fix. After all, look at all the crap on TV that we've become ok with watching and being available to us. What are we teaching our kids? What are we not teaching them?
I thank God that I am able to clear my mind and consider my actions throughout the day and look into my life and the life of my family to see what needs to change so that we can grow. It's getting easier now as I continue in my relationship with Christ that trying to justify anything I do and fitting it into a God box just isn't going to happen. Trying to justify my actions when they are clearly not God focused is becoming harder and harder to do, and I'm loving that because if I truly want to live for Him, my actions will speak WAY louder than my intentions. Trust me, I still sin and it sucks and the Holy Spirit will convict me- but, I'm on the narrow road.
A thought is only a thought, but what is in your heart is always going to be the ultimate result of what you end up saying or doing. For some, doing or saying what's in or on your heart is hard to do - but there is freedom in doing that, especially if you are a believer and Christ resides in you, in our hearts. If we have Christ in our heart, why are we so afraid to speak it??
We know the truth; let us use it for God's Glory and our Mission to set us apart. We are to live in a way that when people look at us, they’ve got to know why we're so different, why we are radical. I say we make radical the norm. What I mean by that is making "radical" no longer radical because of the way the church as a whole is living out faith and compassion for God and His people. It's crazy to think that living the way God is calling us to is classified as radical because it's so tough and very few people really do it. Time's not on our side these day's so we better "get it" before we lose our chance to show Jesus that we truly knew Him.
Ignorance to God's truth is killing us. We're so quick to blame, so quick to judge, so quick to pick apart and ridicule. It's sickening. The way we'll look at someone or listen to someone talk but already having something in mind and being closed off to the possibility of loving him or her -that's ignorance. We've perfected self-pity and selfishness. No matter what we do, we can come up with a reason to justify it, even if it's against God. Why are we so afraid of the truth? Is it because we've become to complacent in our sin- Being OK with it since our culture has desensitized us without us actually even really thinking about it? Is it because the entire world has been corrupted and we don't want to look at it that way but rather embrace it and conform to it!?
What I find sad is that some people will read this and think, “that's not me.” (Desensitized) Some people may read it and get upset because it makes them feel a certain way (self pity). Some people will read it and won't feel a thing. (Again, desensitized) It's really just a big circle of ignorance. We go around and around and around justifying the dumb stuff we do and giving ourselves praise when we do good when it should be God getting the glory. After all, if it weren’t for Him, we wouldn't be here in the first place.
Here's another classic Christian trade off: Someone you know, or don't know is in dyer need of something. “Hey guys and girls, let's pray about it” (which is good) but here's the catch- When a group of believers collectively have the resources to help out this individual, they pray for someone else to step up instead of them. Sacrifice is hard. It's hard because to truly sacrifice anything, you've got to know that it's not something extra that you have, it's something that you need or could use just as much, but opt to put someone else before yourself. This whole concept is just another way that we justify not doing what God has called us to. We are wrong in thinking that someone else is always going to step up and meet the needs of that person but rather God gives us that opportunity to help and we choose not to. We have an incredible opportunity to be used by God. That God, by means of us is going to meet the needs of this person.
1 John 3:17-26
NIV
17 If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? 18 Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. 19 This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence 20 whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.
21 Dear friends, if our hearts do not condemn us, we have confidence before God 22 and receive from him anything we ask, because we obey his commands and do what pleases him.
The only way that we can be successful in this: Die to self. See, when it's no longer about you - you don't have to worry about having pity on yourself, but rather continue to press on toward the goal, towards Jesus and the glorification and explanation of Him to the world. When you die to yourself, bitterness towards people and negative events that happen in your life will no longer be a major struggle because guess what - It's not about you, It's not about me. It's about Jesus. Every week there is always one thing I pray before my team and I head onto the stage to lead our church body in worship "God help me, help us to remove the focus from ourselves. Give us the strength to worship you from our hearts and truly love you. It's not about us God, it's always about you and always has been. Use us God for your Glory and not ours."
Can we live like we (Christians/Believers) are the majority and not the minority?
The answer is yes, but prepare to be transformed and renewed, persecuted and tried... when you die to yourself. The world says it’s not worth it. Just remember, the world is temporary. Jesus is forever.
April 2011 --- Honesty, Conformity, and other stuff
It's crazy to think that it is April already. We've got tons of birthdays in my family, Easter, good fishing, and all that stuff that life throws at you at about 99 miles and hour - curved right at your head.
The experiences in life that have been happening lately to me reflect the grace and mercy that God has and the urgency in my heart to live passionately and sincerely for His glory and truth. By reading His word, acting positively on conviction, and holding myself accountable to other men, myself, and my wife - things seem to be getting a little better as far as my spiritual life goes - which ultimately effects every other aspect of your life... If you're serious about being a follower of Christ.
How many times have you heard something convicting, knowing that you need to change, but justify your right not to? Or getting mad at someone for truly caring about your well-being, knowing deep down they are right? Or how many times do we sit and read something and think "poor me" when we're called to say "Glory to Him"? The world doesn't change simply because of the fact that it/they would rather not. They don't want to change because it's all about a self gain. How much money can I spend or hoard for myself - how much time can I keep for myself and neglect the opportunity to help someone or spend time with family - how much does it take so I can feel good, impress others, and become even more self centered - how much can someone sit and write what they feel and never do a thing about it - how much time do we spend justifying why we think we don't do any of these or that they don't pertain to us because we're not that bad. The reality of it is that we're only hiding from the truth because of our hearts denial and inability to muster up our own strength - That's why the world never changes. We need God's strength and power in our lives to change our hearts and get past the pity stage and self centered-ness if you will. We can't ever do it by ourselves because our nature is to put the blame elsewhere and ignore our own convictions, or for some, even believe the lies you create to feel better about your sin when here's the truth: NO sin is justified. We're human and we all sin, but that doesn't mean we can knowingly do it, especially without even a battle in our heart taking place. Our goal, should be NOT to sin - It's a commitment we have to make in our hearts, like when we get married and enter in to that Covenant with another person (which by the way, God created marriage) - Our relationship with God should be no different in that fashion. Unconditional love and a commitment to the best of our Human ability not to sin and strive for greatness through and in Him, and bring Him glory through every facet of life.
A good friend of mine put's it like this: Are you going to promote the Devil and what he stands for, or are you going to love God? Maybe if we look at those battles and perceive them like we're either living for Christ, or promoting the devil and that we're on the devils side - maybe we wouldn't sin it as much? I certainly don't want to be known as the guy who promotes evil and sin. (resulting in eternal death)
Have we let society shape and mold us instead of God? Have we let the world tell us the way we need to be, what the standard is instead of God's true word? I think we have, and it's important that you know that I don't exclude myself from any of this stuff, but I'll tell you this - I'm making a huge effort to overcome in my life and move forward for real, turning "good intentions" into positive actions by faith. Don't so many of us walk away from a church service, good song, or reading and think, "man - I really should change this in my life, I need to step it up, that's my desire" but it only goes that far for the reasons explained in the above paragraphs.
So how do we overcome? Well the first step is real easy. Your relationship with God has to be real, serious, and you've got to trust Him - Your priority is Him, not work, money, etc. That's the hardest thing for anyone to do because the world says to do this, this, and that because we need finances, food, and all that stuff to live right? God says that he'll provide and beyond that, He comes first. Can we ever get that through our heads? If you think that every time you trust God and put Him first that he'll give you a bunch of money or material things - your not on the same page as your focus is still elsewhere. If you think that you'll trust God and put Him first and expect to get rich - my friend, the worlds standard of rich is nothing like God's. To some, yes, He may bless them with abundant finances (to whom He knows will use them for His glory) and for others, a peace that we all long to have and life experiences that will make us feel complete, purposeful and saved - because through Jesus, we are. For the rest of the world, they've only got their own minds and hearts apart from God. They can make what they want to make, do what they want to do, and maybe still be filled with happiness, but never true joy and fulfillment that only Christ can give. Those lives, sad to say, are all in vain without God and eventually result in emptiness, greed, and a longing for God they've been blinded to by the world.
If you have lost your faith in God or only believe sparingly - maybe a huge reason behind that is because you are trying to put God in your own little box. Maybe you think He's not been there for you or answered your prayers. Maybe you think that He doesn't even care, or maybe you're not competent enough in His holy word to understand what He's really getting at for your life. I know a lot of people who have this struggle. Here's something big to remember: You can't control God! When you want your prayers answered - for one, you may not get the answer you want, and two, it's on His time, not yours. Refer to this verse:
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Maybe you have not given God enough of a chance to work in your life, maybe you don't even let Him in period. He also says this:
Matthew 7:7
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
If you haven't seriously sought after God with an open heart, odds are you didn't find Him. Don't be scared about what people will think, that's only buying into the worlds perception and take on a Christ follower. Take a look at it from this angle - God is our Heavenly Father. If your earthly Father dearly loves you, would you spend your whole life shunning him away, afraid of what others might think? Would you take that love and everything He's given you (because he's given you a lot and sometimes you just don't acknowledge where it really came from) for granted? Take a look at your motivation behind your reasons. Take a look at your motivation period.
Passionately loving God for the sake of who He is and not what we can take from Him. Opening our hearts up enough to trust Him with our issues and lives, whole-heartedly. Believing in His word, that it is the truth and the way and ultimately life. Seeking Him out of love and sincerity not because we're afraid to go to hell.
Being a Christ follower is tough. It's hard. But it'll be well worth it in the end.
Are you a fan of Jesus? Classified as an enthusiastic admirer. (picture the guy at the football game cheering on his favorite team or player) Or are you a follower of Jesus? Someone who acts on faith, understands forgiveness and what it means to be forgiven, (which everyone has the ability to be) stands up for His truth, walks in light, and deeply desires to know God more, not just cheer Him on and really like Him.
Which one are you?... or are you neither?
Why in Christianty is the word Conform always used so negatively? (obviously Romans 12:2) - But why can't we Conform to Jesus and make the best out of loving Him and all He desires from us!? What if we start Conforming to His way's genuinely.
Conform
transitive verb
: to give the same shape, outline, or contour to : bring into harmony or accord
intransitive verb
1
: to be similar or identical; also : to be in agreement or harmony —used with to or with <changes that conform with our plans>
2
a : to be obedient or compliant —usually used with to <conform to another's wishes> b : to act in accordance with prevailing standards or customs
February 2011
I'm gonna be a Daddy...
... for the first time and I am so pumped!
This past October I was back in my hometown of Vinton doing a little fishing with 2 of the worlds coolest guys - my grandpa Dave, and my little cousin Tyler. The weather was great. We hit the water by daybreak and I started nailing some bass while the my grandpa and Tyler watched on, eagerly awaiting to join the action (which for my grandpa, never really came). Amanda, my beauitful wife was in Wisconsin at the time at a bridal shower, so it was kind of a guys weekend. Until she chirped in via cellphone. I was standing in a little 10 foot john boat, rod in hand and minnow ready to be baited in the other when it happened... "Hello? Hey Sweetie" I could hear some rumbling in her voice and it worried me for a moment. She asked what I was doing and if anyone was around. I told her I was out in a boat fishing so I couldn't go anywhere private. The shakiness in her voice gradually went away and I could hear her softly starting to cry and she said "Zach, I'm pregnant... I took 2 tests - we're gonna have a baby". I was caught way off gaurd, probably as much as those fish were when they came up out of the water and saw some crazy looking thing grip it's hand around them and remove that annoying peice of metal that was taunting them minutes before! But in the end - I was thrilled. I was happy, delighted, excited - It was for real - I was going to be a Daddy for the first time. We were both excited, nervous for the coming months, and completely blessed to be able to have a child.
During that moment, when I first found out, it's like my brain was telling me "Zach, look around, pay attention because your gonna remember this moment forever, the moment you found out you were going to be a Daddy for the very first time". I can remember the smell of the pine needles on the bank at which we were fishing by, Tyler and my Grandpa conversing back and forth about whether to use worms or minnows, the rod and reel in my hand which I was waiting to cast out, watching the clouds be removed from the sky why the sun cut through and warmed us all up so we could take our hats off. The water gently gliding into the side of the boat from the wind which started to pick up to a soft breeze... It was incredible - Like I was able to take a photograph in my mind of everything around me and all my senses in tune. It was a perfect fall day, like all the stars were alligned except the one where my wife and I were together when we found out. Still it was special and perfect all the same.
Here's me talking about parenting and children, PRE-BIRTH.
Having a child I know will be such a unique and exciting experience. I can't wait to see him/her. But here's the thing: That child is being brought into the lives of Mommy and Daddy, Mommy and Daddy don't leave there lives to take care of the baby. We take care of the baby in our lives, bringing it into a healthy and grace filled marriage so it may learn and grow in the ways of Mommy and Daddy. I'm about sick of people telling me " just wait, your life will be over when you have kids. You won't be able to do anything, those things you do now" or here's one "Wait, you just wait". I'll tell you what, I've said it before - What happens in this life is only what you make it. It's only as good and joyous as you let it be. How you react and your attitude towards life and it's failures, lessons, and success's is all up to you. If your miserable, it's because YOU have chose to be this way, denying hope and ingoring some of the most precious things in life. I say that because when Amanda and I have a child, our lives and the things we do won't stop. For a season, sure, we'll sacrifice time for our newborn and put it before ourselves. This precious new beings strongest bond though on earth is to Mommy and Daddy, and baby's pick up fast on what's going on around them - their brains like sponges absorbing what's to be learned of Mom and Dad and why they do what they do.
The way it goes is like this. I live my life and draw my wellspring from Christ, that then flows through my wife, us as one, then to our child - and that's the way it should be. Our marriage comes before the child, if it were not for Mommy and Daddy, there would be no baby. If we neglect each other at home and administer all the attention to the baby instead of Loving each other first, respecting our needs as spouses - how do you think that baby will feel or what it will feel/think just a year or two down the road while Mommy and Daddy have seemingly lost it?
Bottom line is this - I love that baby so much already and I've even written a song for baby and pray for it, our marriage and well being everyday. It's essential that a child has a Mommy and Daddy who are focused, firmly set on the rock of Christ, and who know what love is and where it comes from, able to give and receive it in an unconditional way.
Do I know what having a kid will demand of me and will be like for sure? No - but I gaurantee you I'll be effectively prepared and know what's coming. Like I said, it's only what you make it - your attitude and your heart condition towards the situation.
In a lot of ways, having a dog like Chloe - that won't shut up, makes messes, needs fed and watered, needs let out, begs for attention, cute as a button, ocassionaly needs carried to bed, doesn't travel light, wakes us up in the middle of the night, and thinks she's all it - and still we dearly love her - we've got a pretty good idea what a baby is : )
Let's talk about kids for a moment. I'll be completely honest - I never used to like them. I had way too many experiences with those annoying kids that like to tap your shoulder every 5 seconds and ask you question after question after question, intermittenly picking their nose and then admiring that booger like a shiny trophy... Bbluuugh
Or the kids that yell and scream while the parents sit there, completely immune to the sound now after months or years of it, assuming that no one else around them even hears anything. Those kids that punch and kick, bite, and just plain ol' act like a mutated super-brat who didn't know what quiet or nice even was - like they had an automated "be bad" system that never quit.
My mind has changed, a little bit since then- I am much more tolerable of kids younger than 10 now than I use to be. (maybe because I use to be one of those kids...)
Everyone's got there own way of parenting - This is just the way that Amanda I are choosing to raise our children. On the firm foundation of Christ and unconditional love.
I pray that my parenting (and my wife's) will be productive and effective enough to NOT promote any of that behavior. I know you parents out there are probably saying "yeah right, you are gonna get it mister". At some point, I'm sure I will.
Parenting is all about discipiling and disciplining. Knowing when to step in and say no (with grace), and knowing when to let them figure it out themselves, praise them for the good things they do, when to stick our noses into their business and when not to, how much affection to show, when and where - are all things that can be learned and be made known through a little prayer and wise counsel. Leading by example is a sure way to gain some respect from your child - words are just words if you don't follow through.
Even if you don't believe in the bible, God or Jesus - by following the principles of what it means to live with integrity and to love unconditionally, finding out what the bible is really meaning by it's passages and living life - These biblical principles are still going to be effective no matter which way you read them.
Here's some scripture to back up what I'm kinda getting at with the parenting aspect:
Discipline your son, and he will give you rest; he will give delight to your heart.
(Proverbs 29:17 ESV)
Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger, but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
(Ephesians 6:4 ESV)
Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.
(Proverbs 22:6 ESV)
Folly is bound up in the heart of a child, but the rod of discipline drives it far from him.
(Proverbs 22:15 ESV)
“Only take care, and keep your soul diligently, lest you forget the things that your eyes have seen, and lest they depart from your heart all the days of your life. Make them known to your children and your children’s children–
(Deuteronomy 4:9 ESV)
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
(1 Timothy 4:12)
Besides this, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we respected them. Shall we not much more be subject to the Father of spirits and live? For they disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but he disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness. For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.
(Hebrews 12:9-11 ESV)
What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? And if he finds it, truly, I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray. So it is not the will of my Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish.
(Matthew 18:12-14 ESV)
May 2010
Friends,
The normality of craziness in our lives has become even crazier. It seems in each post I write, we're moving, there was a tragedy, we got new jobs or we were looking for jobs, or that God is moving in mighty ways, etc. This post is really no exception to that. You see, ENLIVEN, the show we were suppose to be a part of in Branson, MO no longer exists. At this point we don't know if it ever did. The woman heading all of the ENLIVEN stuff is turning out to be a legitimate criminal, con, and sociopath. From the start, we felt something fishy. When I say we, I mean about 12 other people involved, one in which was a police commander and detective for the city of Memphis, TN, one a senior pilot for delta airlines, a college counselor, bank teller, the list goes on. So it's apparent that we aren't a bunch of dummies here - We are/were obedient to God's calling. I also did background checks and searches on the woman and none of us could connect any dots... until we moved down there and signed leases of course. God really does have a sense of humor and quite the way to get us all down to where he wants us to be. Bounced checks, breached legal contracts, missed paydays, lies, deception, more Lies, oh - and did I forget to mention the on-going court case back in her home state that just filed a continuance for charges of theft and fraud? And that every time she came to Branson she had to get permission from a judge? But all the while, she continued to move forward with hiring house bands, sound engineers, lighting people, auditions, etc. She also continued to sign contracts with people while knowing that there was no money there to begin with! Or could it have been the $60,000 she got from the application fees from the people who didn't make the show? (coincidentally, she didn't make the people who made it into the show have to pay the 100 dollar fee - Great alibi huh...) People, there are so many details I wish I could tell you and I have got some stories that you'd love to hear, but are going to have to wait until legal issues are dealt with accordingly. Also, have you heard of the "Voices of Glory"? Americas Got Talent from last year, they finished 5th place and boy have they grown since the show. They have been a part of this struggle with us too, and because of that we have created some invaluable friendships with them.
God has grown, molded, shaped, tested, and tried our faith out in just about as many ways as you can imagine. The stress we have been under here has been so intense at times that a person can't even talk and put sentences together, know what day it is or even what month. But God is faithful, he is good, and he is the ONLY thing that will endure forever. Patience has become a constant growing virtue, and prayer, well... Let's just say the power of it can be unbelievable. If there is anything we have learned during this time, it's that praying to God, giving him the glory and the wheel and all that trust - he will make your paths straight. He is the peace that surpasses all understanding. When the presence of evil was among us, God gave us the sword of truth - we used it. When there was no money to pay the bills - he provided. When you needed a friend - he was there. When you needed strength - he was there. When demonic activity was within our midst - he shined through and overcame. This unbelievable journey in life, faith, and courage has been the absolute most bizarre thing any of us have ever gone through.
I am amidst a radio tour in Nebraska and launching the TUNE campaign. Let me tell you, being a representor of a state, government funded ordeal can be pretty tricky, especially as a christian. The whole seperation of church and state... yucky.
In Branson, we have met some great friends, and really a whole new family down there consisting artists involved. The outreach from the community and acceptance by the locals has been truly amazing. We love our new friends dearly and have created lifelong friendships. We've also created new friendships outside of the ENLIVEN group which are completely Christ focused and genuine; A husband who manages a top theater on the strip - his wife, who stays home to take care of their soon to be 3 year old daughter who is probably the cutest little girl I have ever seen... and don't tell anybody this, but we have tea parties! These awesome people have had tremendous faith, trust, endurance, and courage to step out of the boat for the kingdom. They have held us accountable to our actions, encouraged us, and have swam the deepest oceans with us. The love continues to overflow as God leads us on.
During this last week of April, we have both been offered Jobs. I will be a lifeguard at the Big Cedar Wilderness Club and continue to book shows, church events, theater spots, etc. It's too late in the season to start a new show from scratch, so my main focus at this time is building my solo career and creating my own show to hit Branson big in 2011 (as advised by certain professionals). Amanda has a couple of options to choose from, and as soon as she decides on what she'll do, I'll let you know.
The bottom line is this: We've been on an incredible wild journey. God wants us to stay in Branson, we are not completely sure of the reasons why, (that's where trust, faith, discernment, and obedience comes in) but we know we are suppose to be there. He is opening doors to new things, and teaching us more than some people learn in a lifetime.
This is important, James 1:2-8
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
Thanks to everyone for continued prayers and support during this endeavor.
Feb. 2010
Hey Everyone,
These last couple of months have been very exciting but testing at the same time. With the unfortunate event of losing a house to a fire, my Mother and Father in law have been coping quite well thanks to all of the love and support shown by family and friends. We all really appreciate your concern, care, genorosity, and love.
God has been revealing quite the path for Amanda and I. It all started when God called us out of Rockford, IL and back home to Iowa. In November I won a national songwriting competition through the state of Nebraska and was able to re-record my song "true colors", recieve publicity, radio touring, shows, and video footage - all in which have not been publicly released yet and won't be here until April when the Government gives us a green light. That was a great experience and great motivation for me to keep pursuing my talents as a songwriter, vocalist, and musician. SInce then, I recieved an email from a wonderful lady putting together what will be one of the hottest new shows in Branson, MO. After a few phone conversations, emails, and a formal meeting in Branson, we are following God's lead to move down there... A Christian show in our own Theater doing our own stuff, making a living doing it - awesome. Also with having our own (our own meaning: (Enliven's own) show with a number of up-and coming Christian acts and established acts (not just musicians), we will also be going on a national tour through the lower 48 states throughout the course of 12 months in a sweet tour bus. The passion for God that these people involved with the show have is just amazing. During our trip a couple of weeks ago, we met several of the other acts and showcased our talents, testimony, and lives with each other. We discovered that none of us knew a whole lot about the show before visiting Branson, upon arrival we were all pretty skeptical, but knew that God was calling us there - to step out in faith and trust his plan. As we started to talk, within hours it felt like we were with family as the love and passion for God overflowed. We knew it was real, we knew God was in control and that this show could be a movement throughout the world, the start of something HUGE!
What is really cool, is that the show will be changing every week based upon a theme we choose, or something that is going on in Branson at the time. This enables people to come back more than once a year for a different show, since 95% of the shows in Branson are the same all year round. The layout will look something like this: 2 weeks on the road, 2 weeks in Branson, a week here, a week there, and flying out to various locations as a solo artist to do my own thing as well. To have everything covered, being able to have my own input into the show, having my wife being able to perform with me, even retain all rights to my music is just astounding! The contract and agreement is just great - this contract is truely a Godly contract, it's really an example of how Christians should approach and execute business decisions.
It's so exciting to do this show and tour and still be able to do my own thing as an artist and individual. This is unheard of in any music industry. God is so evident in every part of what is and has been happening with this.
Amanda and I are very excited to be a part of this show. The websites, theater, and marketing has begun to take off and roles are being filled as we speak. We are in the process of signing the contracts and taking necessary steps to move down there. Production will start March 5th, so that is when we are able to start these dreams jobs and take on the opportunity of a lifetime. The show will start sometime in early April, and the tour will take off in May, rotating acts between theater and tour based upon events and venues on tour schedule.
I will not release certain information about this show yet, but what I will tell you is that there are some big names behind it, some that anyone off the street will recognize. Some really great stuff is going to be happening with this show in the months to come. I can't wait until everything is finalized and the show gets off the ground. It is going to BLOW - YOU - AWAY!!!!!!
Email me for any questions or comments : )
-Zach
Last night I was overwhelmed with concern when my almost 2 1/2 year old little boy, Malachai, swallowed part of an earring. The piece was semi sharp and had several edges/prongs that could possibly cause injury. We went to the ER and had an X-Ray taken to confirm it. When I saw that piece of metal sitting in his stomach, my heart sank and I knew that something had to be done... OK, now let's back track before the X-ray to the cool part of the night that made me proud. I told him as I was buckling him up, "Malachai, I love you very much, more than you will ever know sweetheart, Daddy loves you." He says "Don't wanna eat earring, bad" At that point, I knew that he could see the concern on my face and hear it in my voice, and he knew, why I was telling him I loved him. He is such a smart little boy, so the only conclusion I could draw up as to why he swallowed that was this: He's a not even 2 1/2 year old little boy who loves exploring and loves being a little boy. It's something a lot of children end up doing, some not so lucky.
After I finished getting him situated in the car, we backed out of the garage, my heart heavy and concerned, and we sped off to Blank Childrens Hospital. On the way when we merged onto I235, I said "Malachai, do you want to pray?" he replied back "Yeah! So I reached back with my right hand to his carseat and he grabbed it tight, then closed his eyes with purpose. I prayed "Dear Father, God we are thankful for this boy, for Malachai, and for this family. I ask that you would protect him now and be with us, that you would rid his body of this thing as quick as possible. Thank you Jesus." and then from the backseat... "AMEN!!"
Anyone who knows me knows that as a Dad, I am very protective and very cautious about small things being left out, and am always thinking ahead to prevent things like this from happening. Sometimes, they just do.
So this morning, the 25th of November we pumped him full of doughnuts, blueberry bagels, sausage, chocolate milk, apple cider, and anything he would eat or drink. He had not been eating well, so the thought of him not eating enough concerned me, but to that fact, it played in our favor as he guzzled down 2 big glasses of liquid and ate like a big boy. His first poopy came literally an hour after he had eaten. Yes, of course I checked it even though it had only been 12 hours before in which he swallowed the earring, nothing. The second poopy came just 30 minutes later, I had my hopes high as I dug through that diaper with a plastic spoon... I know many of you are grimacing right now with that lovely picture in your head :) your welcome. What do you know, I come across this piece of earring not even 14 hours after entering his mouth. Pretty lucky, yes. Extremely blessed, for sure. Crazy stress lifted from us, uh huh.
Here's what I take away from this ordeal: Being the way I am anyway, ALWAYS err on the side of caution. NO matter what.
Little things can be a HUGE deal. Don't let people talk you out of your concern. You are a parent who loves your child/spouse dearly and have every right to worry and protect. I can just hear the voices of other people saying, it's not a big deal, it will come out, don't worry it happens to a lot of toddlers. This goes back to my first point.
Anything can happen, every situation is different, and things can change in a hurry. For the good or the bad, or the tragic. Always, ALWAYS be safe than sorry.
Love your kids now and always remember how blessed you are. There is a God who is above all else and knows the outcomes of life that you don't, and no matter what that outcome is, He is there. He is steadfast. Without him, we are left deceived by the world into thinking less of our values, families, and the stuff that REALLY matters in life. (If you are searching for that stuff that matters, keep reading)
This was a wake-up call for me.
I need Jesus, EVERY SINGLE DAY. I believe you do as well. There is so much to learn in life, but if there are just a few things to never forget. For me it's to live simply - not for myself but for Jesus- and love him deeply. Love my family, Love the stranger, Pray for my enemies and love them too. Money burns, Love does not. Though we need money, NEVER make it a priority over your family or faith. -And don't use it as an excuse.
Keep life simple, and live it deeply with passion. Leave no time for drama. Surround yourself with encouraging people and grow into who you are with Gods grace and truth.
Don't go to church? Message me, I'd love to share with you a few things and invite you to come with our family on either a Saturday night or Sunday Morning. I promise you will feel welcomed, and leave feeling surprised of how much of an impact it had on you, and how refreshed you feel as well. Keep your heart and your eyes open.
-Zach
July/August 2012
Here's a song that went slam poetry on me, something I am really starting to get passionate about:
I watch as everything around me falls apart
our nation under God is a nation of broken hearts
we can never get enough of sex and drugs and all that stuff
all we live for each day is a selfish love
Why do you wonder why, the world is caving in
when you know we’re the reason, our lack of believing Him
Why do you wonder why, people still hurtin
Cuz we walk right by thinkin we’re more deserving
and we aint got the time, can’t even apologize
but what do you care?
Only for a moment the feeling will last
and when we’ve had our fun, we sit back and laugh
at everyone else trying to live a good life
trying to fight the dark, and not afraid to die
It’s crazy that no matter what I say or what I do
Most people will never change, they just don’t want to
not even me! That’s the truth!
But I got some news
living to be pleased and to please everyone else,
please, what a way to die and only think of your self
I can’t believe, or maybe sad enough I can
that this nation founded by believers in Jesus is doomed
The steady haul into socialistic, cannibalistic, freedom!?
Let’s just pass a law that makes killing people legal
choosing the sex of your baby, if it’s not what you want, make it lethal
and by the way, if you want to make a difference, sorry you got to have money people!
It’s utterly sad and extremely shameful, even slightly funny in an awkward way since I’ve been desensitized.
The root of all evil is the love of money, which is exactly how we are driven, and how this country has risen, but will fall sooner than later by our lack of Compassionate love and selfless heroism. More importantly, a genuine love for Him.
You say we fight for freedom? I really wish that were completely true. I thank God for sparing us thus far as a nation and for our troops. But we’ve got to get real.
The true battle does not lie across oceans or vast fields, of blood or glory. But it lies in your heart. That’s a true story.
I believe that God once had his hand over this nation, to protect it, to prosper it for many ages and to be a leader among this world of many races. Those seasons have ended.
Consider this: We’ve been a political, economic and revolutionary powerhouse among other countries for years. When we were founded and the constitution was written, and then upheld by our fathers’ passed.
God was with us as a nation. The only self proclaimed Christian, under God, land of freedom. That’s the explanation. did you catch that - proclaimed Christian, under God - There’s a reason why we led the world on many fronts, freer than any other and blessed were our sons.
But-
The here and now, impatient greed of this aged cash cow, now running on empty - the here and now, whatever you want, get rich n if your not, sorry. This is how our nation will be destroyed. By ourselves and not.
Remember though, what I said earlier, I spoke of a hope.
Jesus, God most high. He was born, lived and then he died, for you. I know you have your reasons for believing He’s not true. But I’ve got mine for believing His truth.
He’s real, He lives, and He reigns. I just wish we could come together, not just a nation, but as a human race and run to Him, to let Him embrace.
Embrace our souls, not our frail bodies, not our minds, not our money, who we are deep down, why we’re made. He could if we would. If we would run to HIm. just give him an ounce of trust, He would show you just how much you are loved, again.
Death is inevitable. Life in Jesus though, is eternal.
Your story doesn’t have to end a sad one, an empty one, a purposeless one.
The world and all it’s problems, the things that happen in life, this world can make you crazy! -sometimes you’ve just got to ignore them realize, to know there is a hope, that there is a light.
You’ve got to get over yourself, Get over yourself! ...and over to Him. There’s a reason why people always, always fail you. There’s a reason why you mess up and don’t know it all. God said so. The only one that you can trust, who knows best, who knows you. He is the Highest, the most heavenly one, your Father - there, you will find the deepest love. and I promise you that it is real.
He’s alive, and He wants you to live too.
Not in anguish, doubt, or sadness or a selfish lifelong quest that empty’s you of everything He created you for. Not for fame, riches, or to play games. Simply to love.
You were created to love, to be loved and to share it! In His name.
The decision to trust Him, or not to. Will be the biggest, most consequential, important one that you ever make. -and I’m praying for you.
July/August 2011 - Why...
*Disclaimer- I am a bold guy with strong Christian values who wants to constantly grow into a better man. Reading this should probably convict you in certain areas of your life. It all depends on how deep you want to go with Christ and how much you truly want to follow Him and love Him. My thoughts and opinions are inspired by God’s word, the bible.
You wonder sometimes why we feel so bored. That explanation is easy. We depend on technology too much to keep “busy” and ourselves entertained. We waste way too much of what precious time God has given us on empty dumb stuff. It's all about us isn't it... Shouldn't be... Am I the only one that ever feels convicted of this?? Let's do something about it! I'll share with you something simple that puts family before distractions at home. In May, my wife and I got rid of dish tv/network tv, only netflix now when we want to watch something. This allows more "quality time and is a simple fix. After all, look at all the crap on TV that we've become ok with watching and being available to us. What are we teaching our kids? What are we not teaching them?
I thank God that I am able to clear my mind and consider my actions throughout the day and look into my life and the life of my family to see what needs to change so that we can grow. It's getting easier now as I continue in my relationship with Christ that trying to justify anything I do and fitting it into a God box just isn't going to happen. Trying to justify my actions when they are clearly not God focused is becoming harder and harder to do, and I'm loving that because if I truly want to live for Him, my actions will speak WAY louder than my intentions. Trust me, I still sin and it sucks and the Holy Spirit will convict me- but, I'm on the narrow road.
A thought is only a thought, but what is in your heart is always going to be the ultimate result of what you end up saying or doing. For some, doing or saying what's in or on your heart is hard to do - but there is freedom in doing that, especially if you are a believer and Christ resides in you, in our hearts. If we have Christ in our heart, why are we so afraid to speak it??
We know the truth; let us use it for God's Glory and our Mission to set us apart. We are to live in a way that when people look at us, they’ve got to know why we're so different, why we are radical. I say we make radical the norm. What I mean by that is making "radical" no longer radical because of the way the church as a whole is living out faith and compassion for God and His people. It's crazy to think that living the way God is calling us to is classified as radical because it's so tough and very few people really do it. Time's not on our side these day's so we better "get it" before we lose our chance to show Jesus that we truly knew Him.
Ignorance to God's truth is killing us. We're so quick to blame, so quick to judge, so quick to pick apart and ridicule. It's sickening. The way we'll look at someone or listen to someone talk but already having something in mind and being closed off to the possibility of loving him or her -that's ignorance. We've perfected self-pity and selfishness. No matter what we do, we can come up with a reason to justify it, even if it's against God. Why are we so afraid of the truth? Is it because we've become to complacent in our sin- Being OK with it since our culture has desensitized us without us actually even really thinking about it? Is it because the entire world has been corrupted and we don't want to look at it that way but rather embrace it and conform to it!?
What I find sad is that some people will read this and think, “that's not me.” (Desensitized) Some people may read it and get upset because it makes them feel a certain way (self pity). Some people will read it and won't feel a thing. (Again, desensitized) It's really just a big circle of ignorance. We go around and around and around justifying the dumb stuff we do and giving ourselves praise when we do good when it should be God getting the glory. After all, if it weren’t for Him, we wouldn't be here in the first place.
Here's another classic Christian trade off: Someone you know, or don't know is in dyer need of something. “Hey guys and girls, let's pray about it” (which is good) but here's the catch- When a group of believers collectively have the resources to help out this individual, they pray for someone else to step up instead of them. Sacrifice is hard. It's hard because to truly sacrifice anything, you've got to know that it's not something extra that you have, it's something that you need or could use just as much, but opt to put someone else before yourself. This whole concept is just another way that we justify not doing what God has called us to. We are wrong in thinking that someone else is always going to step up and meet the needs of that person but rather God gives us that opportunity to help and we choose not to. We have an incredible opportunity to be used by God. That God, by means of us is going to meet the needs of this person.
1 John 3:17-26
NIV
17 If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? 18 Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. 19 This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence 20 whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.
21 Dear friends, if our hearts do not condemn us, we have confidence before God 22 and receive from him anything we ask, because we obey his commands and do what pleases him.
The only way that we can be successful in this: Die to self. See, when it's no longer about you - you don't have to worry about having pity on yourself, but rather continue to press on toward the goal, towards Jesus and the glorification and explanation of Him to the world. When you die to yourself, bitterness towards people and negative events that happen in your life will no longer be a major struggle because guess what - It's not about you, It's not about me. It's about Jesus. Every week there is always one thing I pray before my team and I head onto the stage to lead our church body in worship "God help me, help us to remove the focus from ourselves. Give us the strength to worship you from our hearts and truly love you. It's not about us God, it's always about you and always has been. Use us God for your Glory and not ours."
Can we live like we (Christians/Believers) are the majority and not the minority?
The answer is yes, but prepare to be transformed and renewed, persecuted and tried... when you die to yourself. The world says it’s not worth it. Just remember, the world is temporary. Jesus is forever.
April 2011 --- Honesty, Conformity, and other stuff
It's crazy to think that it is April already. We've got tons of birthdays in my family, Easter, good fishing, and all that stuff that life throws at you at about 99 miles and hour - curved right at your head.
The experiences in life that have been happening lately to me reflect the grace and mercy that God has and the urgency in my heart to live passionately and sincerely for His glory and truth. By reading His word, acting positively on conviction, and holding myself accountable to other men, myself, and my wife - things seem to be getting a little better as far as my spiritual life goes - which ultimately effects every other aspect of your life... If you're serious about being a follower of Christ.
How many times have you heard something convicting, knowing that you need to change, but justify your right not to? Or getting mad at someone for truly caring about your well-being, knowing deep down they are right? Or how many times do we sit and read something and think "poor me" when we're called to say "Glory to Him"? The world doesn't change simply because of the fact that it/they would rather not. They don't want to change because it's all about a self gain. How much money can I spend or hoard for myself - how much time can I keep for myself and neglect the opportunity to help someone or spend time with family - how much does it take so I can feel good, impress others, and become even more self centered - how much can someone sit and write what they feel and never do a thing about it - how much time do we spend justifying why we think we don't do any of these or that they don't pertain to us because we're not that bad. The reality of it is that we're only hiding from the truth because of our hearts denial and inability to muster up our own strength - That's why the world never changes. We need God's strength and power in our lives to change our hearts and get past the pity stage and self centered-ness if you will. We can't ever do it by ourselves because our nature is to put the blame elsewhere and ignore our own convictions, or for some, even believe the lies you create to feel better about your sin when here's the truth: NO sin is justified. We're human and we all sin, but that doesn't mean we can knowingly do it, especially without even a battle in our heart taking place. Our goal, should be NOT to sin - It's a commitment we have to make in our hearts, like when we get married and enter in to that Covenant with another person (which by the way, God created marriage) - Our relationship with God should be no different in that fashion. Unconditional love and a commitment to the best of our Human ability not to sin and strive for greatness through and in Him, and bring Him glory through every facet of life.
A good friend of mine put's it like this: Are you going to promote the Devil and what he stands for, or are you going to love God? Maybe if we look at those battles and perceive them like we're either living for Christ, or promoting the devil and that we're on the devils side - maybe we wouldn't sin it as much? I certainly don't want to be known as the guy who promotes evil and sin. (resulting in eternal death)
Have we let society shape and mold us instead of God? Have we let the world tell us the way we need to be, what the standard is instead of God's true word? I think we have, and it's important that you know that I don't exclude myself from any of this stuff, but I'll tell you this - I'm making a huge effort to overcome in my life and move forward for real, turning "good intentions" into positive actions by faith. Don't so many of us walk away from a church service, good song, or reading and think, "man - I really should change this in my life, I need to step it up, that's my desire" but it only goes that far for the reasons explained in the above paragraphs.
So how do we overcome? Well the first step is real easy. Your relationship with God has to be real, serious, and you've got to trust Him - Your priority is Him, not work, money, etc. That's the hardest thing for anyone to do because the world says to do this, this, and that because we need finances, food, and all that stuff to live right? God says that he'll provide and beyond that, He comes first. Can we ever get that through our heads? If you think that every time you trust God and put Him first that he'll give you a bunch of money or material things - your not on the same page as your focus is still elsewhere. If you think that you'll trust God and put Him first and expect to get rich - my friend, the worlds standard of rich is nothing like God's. To some, yes, He may bless them with abundant finances (to whom He knows will use them for His glory) and for others, a peace that we all long to have and life experiences that will make us feel complete, purposeful and saved - because through Jesus, we are. For the rest of the world, they've only got their own minds and hearts apart from God. They can make what they want to make, do what they want to do, and maybe still be filled with happiness, but never true joy and fulfillment that only Christ can give. Those lives, sad to say, are all in vain without God and eventually result in emptiness, greed, and a longing for God they've been blinded to by the world.
If you have lost your faith in God or only believe sparingly - maybe a huge reason behind that is because you are trying to put God in your own little box. Maybe you think He's not been there for you or answered your prayers. Maybe you think that He doesn't even care, or maybe you're not competent enough in His holy word to understand what He's really getting at for your life. I know a lot of people who have this struggle. Here's something big to remember: You can't control God! When you want your prayers answered - for one, you may not get the answer you want, and two, it's on His time, not yours. Refer to this verse:
Jeremiah 29:11
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Maybe you have not given God enough of a chance to work in your life, maybe you don't even let Him in period. He also says this:
Matthew 7:7
"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.
If you haven't seriously sought after God with an open heart, odds are you didn't find Him. Don't be scared about what people will think, that's only buying into the worlds perception and take on a Christ follower. Take a look at it from this angle - God is our Heavenly Father. If your earthly Father dearly loves you, would you spend your whole life shunning him away, afraid of what others might think? Would you take that love and everything He's given you (because he's given you a lot and sometimes you just don't acknowledge where it really came from) for granted? Take a look at your motivation behind your reasons. Take a look at your motivation period.
Passionately loving God for the sake of who He is and not what we can take from Him. Opening our hearts up enough to trust Him with our issues and lives, whole-heartedly. Believing in His word, that it is the truth and the way and ultimately life. Seeking Him out of love and sincerity not because we're afraid to go to hell.
Being a Christ follower is tough. It's hard. But it'll be well worth it in the end.
Are you a fan of Jesus? Classified as an enthusiastic admirer. (picture the guy at the football game cheering on his favorite team or player) Or are you a follower of Jesus? Someone who acts on faith, understands forgiveness and what it means to be forgiven, (which everyone has the ability to be) stands up for His truth, walks in light, and deeply desires to know God more, not just cheer Him on and really like Him.
Which one are you?... or are you neither?
Why in Christianty is the word Conform always used so negatively? (obviously Romans 12:2) - But why can't we Conform to Jesus and make the best out of loving Him and all He desires from us!? What if we start Conforming to His way's genuinely.
Conform
transitive verb
: to give the same shape, outline, or contour to : bring into harmony or accord
intransitive verb
1
: to be similar or identical; also : to be in agreement or harmony —used with to or with <changes that conform with our plans>
2
a : to be obedient or compliant —usually used with to <conform to another's wishes> b : to act in accordance with prevailing standards or customs
February 2011
I'm gonna be a Daddy...
... for the first time and I am so pumped!
This past October I was back in my hometown of Vinton doing a little fishing with 2 of the worlds coolest guys - my grandpa Dave, and my little cousin Tyler. The weather was great. We hit the water by daybreak and I started nailing some bass while the my grandpa and Tyler watched on, eagerly awaiting to join the action (which for my grandpa, never really came). Amanda, my beauitful wife was in Wisconsin at the time at a bridal shower, so it was kind of a guys weekend. Until she chirped in via cellphone. I was standing in a little 10 foot john boat, rod in hand and minnow ready to be baited in the other when it happened... "Hello? Hey Sweetie" I could hear some rumbling in her voice and it worried me for a moment. She asked what I was doing and if anyone was around. I told her I was out in a boat fishing so I couldn't go anywhere private. The shakiness in her voice gradually went away and I could hear her softly starting to cry and she said "Zach, I'm pregnant... I took 2 tests - we're gonna have a baby". I was caught way off gaurd, probably as much as those fish were when they came up out of the water and saw some crazy looking thing grip it's hand around them and remove that annoying peice of metal that was taunting them minutes before! But in the end - I was thrilled. I was happy, delighted, excited - It was for real - I was going to be a Daddy for the first time. We were both excited, nervous for the coming months, and completely blessed to be able to have a child.
During that moment, when I first found out, it's like my brain was telling me "Zach, look around, pay attention because your gonna remember this moment forever, the moment you found out you were going to be a Daddy for the very first time". I can remember the smell of the pine needles on the bank at which we were fishing by, Tyler and my Grandpa conversing back and forth about whether to use worms or minnows, the rod and reel in my hand which I was waiting to cast out, watching the clouds be removed from the sky why the sun cut through and warmed us all up so we could take our hats off. The water gently gliding into the side of the boat from the wind which started to pick up to a soft breeze... It was incredible - Like I was able to take a photograph in my mind of everything around me and all my senses in tune. It was a perfect fall day, like all the stars were alligned except the one where my wife and I were together when we found out. Still it was special and perfect all the same.
Here's me talking about parenting and children, PRE-BIRTH.
Having a child I know will be such a unique and exciting experience. I can't wait to see him/her. But here's the thing: That child is being brought into the lives of Mommy and Daddy, Mommy and Daddy don't leave there lives to take care of the baby. We take care of the baby in our lives, bringing it into a healthy and grace filled marriage so it may learn and grow in the ways of Mommy and Daddy. I'm about sick of people telling me " just wait, your life will be over when you have kids. You won't be able to do anything, those things you do now" or here's one "Wait, you just wait". I'll tell you what, I've said it before - What happens in this life is only what you make it. It's only as good and joyous as you let it be. How you react and your attitude towards life and it's failures, lessons, and success's is all up to you. If your miserable, it's because YOU have chose to be this way, denying hope and ingoring some of the most precious things in life. I say that because when Amanda and I have a child, our lives and the things we do won't stop. For a season, sure, we'll sacrifice time for our newborn and put it before ourselves. This precious new beings strongest bond though on earth is to Mommy and Daddy, and baby's pick up fast on what's going on around them - their brains like sponges absorbing what's to be learned of Mom and Dad and why they do what they do.
The way it goes is like this. I live my life and draw my wellspring from Christ, that then flows through my wife, us as one, then to our child - and that's the way it should be. Our marriage comes before the child, if it were not for Mommy and Daddy, there would be no baby. If we neglect each other at home and administer all the attention to the baby instead of Loving each other first, respecting our needs as spouses - how do you think that baby will feel or what it will feel/think just a year or two down the road while Mommy and Daddy have seemingly lost it?
Bottom line is this - I love that baby so much already and I've even written a song for baby and pray for it, our marriage and well being everyday. It's essential that a child has a Mommy and Daddy who are focused, firmly set on the rock of Christ, and who know what love is and where it comes from, able to give and receive it in an unconditional way.
Do I know what having a kid will demand of me and will be like for sure? No - but I gaurantee you I'll be effectively prepared and know what's coming. Like I said, it's only what you make it - your attitude and your heart condition towards the situation.
In a lot of ways, having a dog like Chloe - that won't shut up, makes messes, needs fed and watered, needs let out, begs for attention, cute as a button, ocassionaly needs carried to bed, doesn't travel light, wakes us up in the middle of the night, and thinks she's all it - and still we dearly love her - we've got a pretty good idea what a baby is : )
Let's talk about kids for a moment. I'll be completely honest - I never used to like them. I had way too many experiences with those annoying kids that like to tap your shoulder every 5 seconds and ask you question after question after question, intermittenly picking their nose and then admiring that booger like a shiny trophy... Bbluuugh
Or the kids that yell and scream while the parents sit there, completely immune to the sound now after months or years of it, assuming that no one else around them even hears anything. Those kids that punch and kick, bite, and just plain ol' act like a mutated super-brat who didn't know what quiet or nice even was - like they had an automated "be bad" system that never quit.
My mind has changed, a little bit since then- I am much more tolerable of kids younger than 10 now than I use to be. (maybe because I use to be one of those kids...)
Everyone's got there own way of parenting - This is just the way that Amanda I are choosing to raise our children. On the firm foundation of Christ and unconditional love.
I pray that my parenting (and my wife's) will be productive and effective enough to NOT promote any of that behavior. I know you parents out there are probably saying "yeah right, you are gonna get it mister". At some point, I'm sure I will.
Parenting is all about discipiling and disciplining. Knowing when to step in and say no (with grace), and knowing when to let them figure it out themselves, praise them for the good things they do, when to stick our noses into their business and when not to, how much affection to show, when and where - are all things that can be learned and be made known through a little prayer and wise counsel. Leading by example is a sure way to gain some respect from your child - words are just words if you don't follow through.
Even if you don't believe in the bible, God or Jesus - by following the principles of what it means to live with integrity and to love unconditionally, finding out what the bible is really meaning by it's passages and living life - These biblical principles are still going to be effective no matter which way you read them.
Here's some scripture to back up what I'm kinda getting at with the parenting aspect:
Discipline your son, and he will give you rest; he will give delight to your heart.
(Proverbs 29:17 ESV)
Fathers, do not provoke your children to anger, but bring them up in the discipline and instruction of the Lord.
(Ephesians 6:4 ESV)
Train up a child in the way he should go; even when he is old he will not depart from it.
(Proverbs 22:6 ESV)
Folly is bound up in the heart of a child, but the rod of discipline drives it far from him.
(Proverbs 22:15 ESV)
“Only take care, and keep your soul diligently, lest you forget the things that your eyes have seen, and lest they depart from your heart all the days of your life. Make them known to your children and your children’s children–
(Deuteronomy 4:9 ESV)
Don't let anyone look down on you because you are young, but set an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.
(1 Timothy 4:12)
Besides this, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we respected them. Shall we not much more be subject to the Father of spirits and live? For they disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but he disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness. For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.
(Hebrews 12:9-11 ESV)
What do you think? If a man has a hundred sheep and one of them has gone astray, does he not leave the ninety-nine on the mountains and go in search of the one that went astray? And if he finds it, truly, I say to you, he rejoices over it more than over the ninety-nine that never went astray. So it is not the will of my Father who is in heaven that one of these little ones should perish.
(Matthew 18:12-14 ESV)
May 2010
Friends,
The normality of craziness in our lives has become even crazier. It seems in each post I write, we're moving, there was a tragedy, we got new jobs or we were looking for jobs, or that God is moving in mighty ways, etc. This post is really no exception to that. You see, ENLIVEN, the show we were suppose to be a part of in Branson, MO no longer exists. At this point we don't know if it ever did. The woman heading all of the ENLIVEN stuff is turning out to be a legitimate criminal, con, and sociopath. From the start, we felt something fishy. When I say we, I mean about 12 other people involved, one in which was a police commander and detective for the city of Memphis, TN, one a senior pilot for delta airlines, a college counselor, bank teller, the list goes on. So it's apparent that we aren't a bunch of dummies here - We are/were obedient to God's calling. I also did background checks and searches on the woman and none of us could connect any dots... until we moved down there and signed leases of course. God really does have a sense of humor and quite the way to get us all down to where he wants us to be. Bounced checks, breached legal contracts, missed paydays, lies, deception, more Lies, oh - and did I forget to mention the on-going court case back in her home state that just filed a continuance for charges of theft and fraud? And that every time she came to Branson she had to get permission from a judge? But all the while, she continued to move forward with hiring house bands, sound engineers, lighting people, auditions, etc. She also continued to sign contracts with people while knowing that there was no money there to begin with! Or could it have been the $60,000 she got from the application fees from the people who didn't make the show? (coincidentally, she didn't make the people who made it into the show have to pay the 100 dollar fee - Great alibi huh...) People, there are so many details I wish I could tell you and I have got some stories that you'd love to hear, but are going to have to wait until legal issues are dealt with accordingly. Also, have you heard of the "Voices of Glory"? Americas Got Talent from last year, they finished 5th place and boy have they grown since the show. They have been a part of this struggle with us too, and because of that we have created some invaluable friendships with them.
God has grown, molded, shaped, tested, and tried our faith out in just about as many ways as you can imagine. The stress we have been under here has been so intense at times that a person can't even talk and put sentences together, know what day it is or even what month. But God is faithful, he is good, and he is the ONLY thing that will endure forever. Patience has become a constant growing virtue, and prayer, well... Let's just say the power of it can be unbelievable. If there is anything we have learned during this time, it's that praying to God, giving him the glory and the wheel and all that trust - he will make your paths straight. He is the peace that surpasses all understanding. When the presence of evil was among us, God gave us the sword of truth - we used it. When there was no money to pay the bills - he provided. When you needed a friend - he was there. When you needed strength - he was there. When demonic activity was within our midst - he shined through and overcame. This unbelievable journey in life, faith, and courage has been the absolute most bizarre thing any of us have ever gone through.
I am amidst a radio tour in Nebraska and launching the TUNE campaign. Let me tell you, being a representor of a state, government funded ordeal can be pretty tricky, especially as a christian. The whole seperation of church and state... yucky.
In Branson, we have met some great friends, and really a whole new family down there consisting artists involved. The outreach from the community and acceptance by the locals has been truly amazing. We love our new friends dearly and have created lifelong friendships. We've also created new friendships outside of the ENLIVEN group which are completely Christ focused and genuine; A husband who manages a top theater on the strip - his wife, who stays home to take care of their soon to be 3 year old daughter who is probably the cutest little girl I have ever seen... and don't tell anybody this, but we have tea parties! These awesome people have had tremendous faith, trust, endurance, and courage to step out of the boat for the kingdom. They have held us accountable to our actions, encouraged us, and have swam the deepest oceans with us. The love continues to overflow as God leads us on.
During this last week of April, we have both been offered Jobs. I will be a lifeguard at the Big Cedar Wilderness Club and continue to book shows, church events, theater spots, etc. It's too late in the season to start a new show from scratch, so my main focus at this time is building my solo career and creating my own show to hit Branson big in 2011 (as advised by certain professionals). Amanda has a couple of options to choose from, and as soon as she decides on what she'll do, I'll let you know.
The bottom line is this: We've been on an incredible wild journey. God wants us to stay in Branson, we are not completely sure of the reasons why, (that's where trust, faith, discernment, and obedience comes in) but we know we are suppose to be there. He is opening doors to new things, and teaching us more than some people learn in a lifetime.
This is important, James 1:2-8
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. If any of you lacks wisdom, he should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to him. But when he asks, he must believe and not doubt, because he who doubts is like a wave of the sea, blown and tossed by the wind. That man should not think he will receive anything from the Lord; he is a double-minded man, unstable in all he does.
Thanks to everyone for continued prayers and support during this endeavor.
Feb. 2010
Hey Everyone,
These last couple of months have been very exciting but testing at the same time. With the unfortunate event of losing a house to a fire, my Mother and Father in law have been coping quite well thanks to all of the love and support shown by family and friends. We all really appreciate your concern, care, genorosity, and love.
God has been revealing quite the path for Amanda and I. It all started when God called us out of Rockford, IL and back home to Iowa. In November I won a national songwriting competition through the state of Nebraska and was able to re-record my song "true colors", recieve publicity, radio touring, shows, and video footage - all in which have not been publicly released yet and won't be here until April when the Government gives us a green light. That was a great experience and great motivation for me to keep pursuing my talents as a songwriter, vocalist, and musician. SInce then, I recieved an email from a wonderful lady putting together what will be one of the hottest new shows in Branson, MO. After a few phone conversations, emails, and a formal meeting in Branson, we are following God's lead to move down there... A Christian show in our own Theater doing our own stuff, making a living doing it - awesome. Also with having our own (our own meaning: (Enliven's own) show with a number of up-and coming Christian acts and established acts (not just musicians), we will also be going on a national tour through the lower 48 states throughout the course of 12 months in a sweet tour bus. The passion for God that these people involved with the show have is just amazing. During our trip a couple of weeks ago, we met several of the other acts and showcased our talents, testimony, and lives with each other. We discovered that none of us knew a whole lot about the show before visiting Branson, upon arrival we were all pretty skeptical, but knew that God was calling us there - to step out in faith and trust his plan. As we started to talk, within hours it felt like we were with family as the love and passion for God overflowed. We knew it was real, we knew God was in control and that this show could be a movement throughout the world, the start of something HUGE!
What is really cool, is that the show will be changing every week based upon a theme we choose, or something that is going on in Branson at the time. This enables people to come back more than once a year for a different show, since 95% of the shows in Branson are the same all year round. The layout will look something like this: 2 weeks on the road, 2 weeks in Branson, a week here, a week there, and flying out to various locations as a solo artist to do my own thing as well. To have everything covered, being able to have my own input into the show, having my wife being able to perform with me, even retain all rights to my music is just astounding! The contract and agreement is just great - this contract is truely a Godly contract, it's really an example of how Christians should approach and execute business decisions.
It's so exciting to do this show and tour and still be able to do my own thing as an artist and individual. This is unheard of in any music industry. God is so evident in every part of what is and has been happening with this.
Amanda and I are very excited to be a part of this show. The websites, theater, and marketing has begun to take off and roles are being filled as we speak. We are in the process of signing the contracts and taking necessary steps to move down there. Production will start March 5th, so that is when we are able to start these dreams jobs and take on the opportunity of a lifetime. The show will start sometime in early April, and the tour will take off in May, rotating acts between theater and tour based upon events and venues on tour schedule.
I will not release certain information about this show yet, but what I will tell you is that there are some big names behind it, some that anyone off the street will recognize. Some really great stuff is going to be happening with this show in the months to come. I can't wait until everything is finalized and the show gets off the ground. It is going to BLOW - YOU - AWAY!!!!!!
Email me for any questions or comments : )
-Zach
Zachs Proposal to Amanda
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